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time pass fast,im officially 21st years old.
its time to start getting old for a woman, how good if i can stay at 21st years old forever although i knew that it is impossible. while i quite enjoyed my birthday this year. No doubt the relationship status are still single for this memorable day, but i still very happy with it. I just wan to mark down this happy and single 21st birthday. still remember that i got your sms when 12.30am when i was on the way back from seremban after countdown with weisong, yoongyi and nick teong. actually we went for movie at jusco seremban but there got a ridiculous case happened. yoongyi did not help us to buy the movie ticket and he stand in front of cinema like a noob waiting for our coming. omgosh, spend so many times for me to go seremban jus because i wan watch a movieeee.
we choose to change plan due to the bu shang bu xia time. they bought some secret recipe cake and we went for gong cha.

gong cha with secret recipe 

count down for my birthday

hav fun with them, chitchat a lot. but very unlucky i saw my ex sister. nid to say hi and greeting bla bla bla.

haiz. when i saw u i think back a lot of things lehh wei.

thanks for the 300 wishes. 

i went for lcct to buy a watch for myself as my birthday present.

my dad said will sponser me but dunno is it real one

 my bestie eeling tan

a sho po

shyang ting and stanley pangzhan ho

went for dinner at kensington with them

my ootd

pok sou 

sakai white

buddies

i love this pic so much

here my birthday present

thank you so much eeling shyang ting daniel chin wei song daddy mommy

i love all of them so much

i love the key fucking damn sibeh much <3

i will wear for it for this year

i felt so touch when i got this key because i wish to get it very much

so lucky i got it

so happyyyyy

<3

y3s2

It is totally a lifeness semester
My house was different with last semester because some of my friends are having their internship training now.
Just want to tell...
Oh MY GODNSSS
okay,since i am a active and talkative girl. I cant get used to the house that had changed to be so quiet one.

I being a lazy bug everyday
Sleep wake eat dreaming sleep wake class home dreaming eat home dreaming wasting time and sleep

I'm scared of sleeping now. Please give me something to do or else i camt sleep in the midnight.

Telling myself should start to make some revision earlier. Yes,i will.

Bibi,i miss you...
But u r nt mine already...
How are you recently?

So what

It shoudnt for me to do like that bcos there is none of my business... It is your business... I know it. I knew it. I got it and i get it. Its a lot of things happened till now. No matter how long is it, how much i change it doesnt work at the end... All the things i did or what is in my mind is wrong wan for you, jus bcos u think that im the dtupid naive n u jugde me with my past. Judge everything of me right now by my past...

Because of you, i decided to change.
Because of you, i promise to CHANGE!

But at the end what i get? Get nothin.yea i know that she is better than my everythings. we havent start it but u had ady hurt me badly and give me more sadness than happiness. Why?

Is it u telling me that a girl should learn to accept their partner having fun with another and you should accept it? Kay fine.

How long it have been happen? At least 9month. Start from the time we move in to 1209. Everything change from good and change to bad n change worse n worst!
Im telling myself it doesnt worth for it.its not work, 1 week i tried,but i fell again. Again again and again

So what?i go back bp bcs of you,
God,pls giv me some enforcement n support,this is the last time i find u chat. 我要吊高价！我不会主动找任何人！包括你！


婉仪 4am
Lesson today
It is not yr business!
It hurt but it worth

Remind myself all the times!

讨厌的动物

那只东西，我真的很讨厌你eh!!!
你可以不要在那边扮可怜扮无辜扮单纯扮斯文扮无知扮emo吗？
我真的不能顶你了
真的很假ehhh

另一只东西，你可以不要一直like吗？
我真的很火滚料hor
你做么那么support哪只东西？
你到底在想什么的？不要这样大牌可以吗？
一直ignore ignore ignore你很厉害哦？
我知道世界上都是这样的，得不到的东西都是最好的

我不斯文，但是至少我没有一样东西是扮出来的
开心不开心全部都会在我的脸上得到答案
我从不会把东西藏在心里面，不让人知道

几天而已我就看清楚你的人了
真不敢相信这种东西会发生在我的身上
是，以前是我比较大牌
现在换了咯，你比较大牌咯
ｋａｒｍａ
是不是？

elyzeer lee wan yee 你还真的是很单纯叻
那么容易相信人家boom你的话
对人从没有防范之心

从现在开始我要吸取几个教训
１不要人家找你聊天你就回人家，要当作看不到
２不要那么相信人家的话，只有你那么傻才会相信那么荒唐的东西＝。＝
３不要给人家动你的头发什么的，就算是朋友也会有色色的人的
４要回想下当年１３岁的时候自己是多么的乖，８年后是不是变了很多？到底是谁在变？
５要为了自己的未来打算，没有人会紧张你的
６要ＡＧＡＫ，自己是女生，玩的时候要选择控制
７要学会大方，妈妈教过，把不要的玩具送给人家
８要抓清楚自己的心在想什么东西

晚安
是时候开始准备６／９的ｆｉｎａｌ了
加油

Wake up :)

可以告诉我，
为什么人要会有不开心？
谁不想每天过得开开心心？

伤不起
不是爱不起，只是伤不起~
歌，真的是选在Emo的时候特别多。

我真的要清醒点了，
一个星期了，过去的事情是没有办法改，只有未来在你手中
感受到了那种痛，你就知道不要再去踩了
做个淑女

不怕没人要
17/7/2012
The stupid day

1 of july 2012

Ok...this is 3rd year of my uni life.
Time passed fast,it is 1 july.meant that half of year 2012 had been passed. I should review back what i had done in this year n prepare for my future life. I shud not waste the left half year.
For education,
Very luckily i had pass all my subj and get a nt bad result last semester. So that i need to eat 1 month vege to thanks for god bless. ><
So how about this sem result?i also dunno. Hope tat everything wil go smooth.

For my relationship,
Stil the same,i have a problem that cannot be solve so fast n easily. But,more 2 months it wil be my 4th anniversary. Omg.i cant believe that we can survive til nw!!!@@

7 april END

End of the world is still long time to go,
but before end of the world that is something end first.

Wait for you...wait to back to the happy moment

Last time,when it was 3 and half years ago...I got the best present from god. He is the most care about me and the sweetest man in this world. When we are still young,still child, and we give all what we have to each others.just wan to become the others part for each other to take care he/she.
Maybe it was a problem on me at the beginning, maybe is I don't know how to appreciate this present. I'm regret and sorry about that. But I had tried my best to threat him to be the happiest one in this world...

Time pass very fast,sweet will gone after some period. Dear, you had change much. You had change to
Others person. You are not like last time. Dear.can you come back?

When I get hurt from you...I never give
Up our relationship. I just wan to
Keep our love forever and ever...

Can you come back to last time?
I will wait for you... Forever and ever.

14 february 2012

Very unfortunately my valentines for this years just can only pass it like normal.

Our chef phua is decided to cook for 16 ppl.he is quite good although the food is not so suitable for me.mayb the taste problem but anyway thanks for it.

This is the valentines photo from me to my boy.he was sooo unappreciated about it!
Anyway,happy valentine.:)

Happy cny

I wish I can graduate from utar!
I wan pass all in this sem!:)

Thanks GOD

Finally my short sem is over,I had done my best!
I got C+ in my business finance subject and B- in QT2...yeah!I'm so happy!:)
My gpa was 2.5 but my cgpa..zzz.just 2.02.wtf!@@
In others side,my muet get band 3,it's really lucky!
2012 should be a good year!
Do well wanyee!

1 short sem is OVER~!

For your information,last updated blog is on 2 months ago.F*ck yeah!
how come i will become so lazy?LOL
i think not my problem.
it should be because there is nothing interesting in this two months.

Im so curious why my U-ni life is totally different with others?
izzit because of all my friends do not prefer exciting life?
they just prefer normal life,just aim for a good result for U-ni??
OMG...
no choice..let it go..=(

in others side.lets talk about my education.
im on y2s2 now.but.bcos of my bad result..it keep wasting and extend my valuable time.
i felt that im just on between y1s3 and y2s1.
even i get termination on this sem...
i decide to appeal to continue study in Utar after a lot of consideration
i told myself.
i will try my best for this sem.
Business Finance and retake Qt2.(retake)
this 2 subj is my hope for this semester.
Success=>stay
Unsuccessful=> second termination =>bye bye

time pass fast.
7 week pass just a a while.
i had done my business finance paper today.
i needs to achieve 43 marks at least to pass this subj.
i put much effort on this subj before the exam!
but...still arise some mistake.
at least of 35 marks blow
its not hard but dont noe why still got mistake
i calculate the marks i think i will get
it 40..exclude theory.pls god.let me pass..just a few marks only..
GOD　ＢＬＥＳＳ！！

蜘蛛网

好久没有update了，生蜘蛛网了
又是一个新的学期
这个学期的我，
却被terminate
丢脸啦~

week 3 的星期二，已经是11月咯~
发生了很多事情...
原本还以为会离开utar，
可是兜兜转转，还是回到这个地方
不会再每天skip
我会很努力的过这个学期
每天都抽时间出来温习
我会努力！努力！努力！
为什么别人可以，我不可以呢？
我告诉自己，
我是有努力
不要在乎结果！只要我真的有付出！

家里方面，
和爸妈吵架，还是为了学校的事
不过现在没有事情了，
希望爸妈弟弟可以平平安安，健康快乐

感情方面，
还是一样啦，
只是发生了我永远没有办法忘记的事，
真的让我担心，伤心，害怕。。

希望我可以每天开开心心过每一天
顺顺利利过这个学期
加油哦！

Y2S1 final exam

 teehee ^@^

one week of holiday,cannot be regarded as a holiday,everyday countdown for the coming of the final examination.Although i got study,but cant be said very much i paid the concentrate on it.But still hopefully for me,i still got prepare a little bit part for my final subject.

For now,i am coming back to kampar.Its time for me to do my final sprint.

This semester,i wish you are not the last semester for me in UTAR. I wish i can pass all subject in this semester,because i do not wan to let my parents fell disappointed on me. 

one more days to go.i am so scare.please.let me know that am i suitable for here?

am i suppose to be a translator or accountant?

but,am right now.i just wish i can handle all subject smoothly.

GOD,BLESS ME

wonderful hari raya and merdeka day

two days ago,i went to seremban to celebrate clement and evelyn siow's birthday.
clement was 3 years old and he was same date of birthday with his eldest sister.

i am really enjoy at the party.All is because Clement was too cute.!!
i wish him can be our son.=P

after the party,my boy fetch me go era walk to drink drink.
okay,i was drunk on it...
luckily dint do anythings make me shame.
but i was vomit when i was at home.oopps.!

2nd day,just a simple day,
stay at boy home and accompany him.
get the permit from my mummy and can stay one more night at seremban.
Got nothings special on it...
just enjoy with my dear. <3

3th day,i almost forget about him,NO~!
is i try to forget it!
a rotten green apple.
why?i try my best to forget you but why?
you sms me on the night time?okay,i must forget about you..make myself be clever.
I am a clever girl,i wont let such of the things make me sad and emo again and again.

JUST BE URSELF

at the end,wish cheehong happy birthday~
wish u hav a nice day even we cant celebrate together with you.
anyway.wish you and me can pass this semester and get a result.

5th day of keep fit

减肥第五天

每天只吃一餐

maggie mee一包

or

炒饭一包

or

经济饭一盘

没有夜宵

没有零食

没有汽水

但是好像少了运动

少了蔬菜

少了水果

要改进

要改进！

加油减肥~!!!

keep fit-ing

im so HUNGRY!!!

keep fit is very hard for me..

why i will become so fat

TT

gain weight till 48kg for 5 months

damn sad

its the second day to keep fit.

好辛苦啊

=)...everyday is a good day

好久没有update blog了

一个星期多了

因为我的oscar在，很忙

哈哈这个星期我们的行程可是满满的哦

oscar来了kampar陪了我一个星期多

真的很开心

一点也不寂寞

欢迎你们到kampar来玩=）

阿肥

书君

阿hen

皮皮文建

还有最多pattern的方凯

me and oscar

brothers

at zero-ipoh..clubbing~~^^

this photo are the most funniest one...

大煞风景

哈哈哈